Umbrellas; Help



this is a post dedicated in loving memory of my lovely friends who i used to see everyday or at least often enough, and were always there for me and were truly truly important (and still remains to be so) at a point in my life

i'm just going to say this before i change my mind and go back to my mundane life where the only constants are busyness and fatigue, with this load of denial buried along within


new friends aren't the same and it's not just because i'm passive, and such a nostalgic ol hag but cos i only see them like weekly for a few hours and after some random small talk and laughs it's back to rushing off, intent on the next task ahead and forgetting all about each other


i miss.. dinah steph belle darrenn eng puyee jiang sab yins chansylvia foongwj huiyi and ofcos wting huang

that said, i'm back to endless projects.



it just has to be this way doesn't it.
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/edit 11:50p.m.
after completing my part for projects i'm feeling a tad liberated from today's agenda
(world of Sociology half tackled)
anw anw guess what i found!
http://www.harpersbazaar.com/magazine/cover/mary-kate-olsen-1007

oh mk i Y!!
grey gardens anyone?

off to Grey's now! (: (:

Tegan and Sara; You Wouldn't Like Me

my bf puts fugly pics of me sans eyeliner and dark eye ring concealer my daily best friends on facebook for the world to mock me !!
(obviously i put up the ones where i'm wearing specs so you can hardly see a thing)

this was WHAT HAPPENED.
(please ignore the face. i know its even more an eyesore than the two patches on my knees.)

seriously hurts to bend my knees or stand straight
so i do look quite retarded standing with slightly bent knees looking like i need to pee half the time
also not really appreciating omg-this-loser-cant-walk-properly stares and empathic looks on the train when people have nowhere else to rest their eyes except on my knees (doesn't help that this has barred me from taming my err leg hair which makes it all the more embarassing)

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room renovation sure is exciting!! (:

(insert happy astroboy face for effect)

Olivia Ong; Sweet Memories


prev entry deleted (shall stop being whiney emoness)

4 days have gone by without doing ANY work

sat was emotionally charged unbelievably worst day of my life #3, being stalked by weirdass psycho old man traumatising me with his loud chants of "in front behind in front behind" (wtf!?) and stopping when i stop and walking when i walk and changing lanes when i change lanes to another pavement and can somebody explain the quietness of Jln Jarak at 1p.m. in the broad daylight of the endless sunny rays on a scorching saturday afternoon?!
so anyway he was at the bus stop and there was no way i was going to be stuck at the bus stop with him alone yucks the church was right behind the bus stop but so ironic the church's side gate was usually closed that afternoon - the short cut i usually take to the bus stop!! so anw i was hurrying to this cab cos the cabbie was waving me over and in my short sprint i tripped on my heels (yes uncharacteristically in heels but i promise they don't look heels-ish) and oops landed on my knees like 10cm away from the cab. the cabbie was in a grave dilemma whether to LOL or feel bad. and i was smarting from physical pain and dying from utter embarassment.. now i have 2 bloody patches for kneecaps im going to be scarred for life nobody will marry me i need to wear slacks for the rest of my life
so anw it was a traumatising lousy bad awful day but i managed to trot to SAM with pals to catch some fleas.. i got a pair of shoes (pretty sure my badly scraped bleeding knees had a major impact on purchase decision) and belt and had some secretly yummy yoghurt at raffles city. promegranate &dragon fruit flavour is too cute though it does taste just like.. berry flavour.

sun was yummy dimsum feast with family + gregosamy
and all the way till now was much needed QT with kitty
doing things like watching Manchester Utd / Chelsea (his idea)
&(my idea) cooking for dinner (salmon, chicken, egg tofu &mushrooms, sausage .. okay happily having a feast) and breakfast (eggs with tomatoes and adventurously added raisins &roasted marshmellows which we each had 12?!!? disgusted with myself but secretly happy and light i floated to the skies like a cloud..)

okay the guilt is heavily tripping me
the week shall see me busy as a bee doing my projects and revising for tests

SIJIA PLEASE CHEER UP WE Y YOU PLENTY xoxo

so swamped with work right now it's not even funny
instead of drawing up shopping lists i have a list of angst

#1. COMMUTING
damn buses that always leave right where i can see them but i can't board them
#2. WEATHER
apart from spontaneous showers from the skies you get aunties shaking their umbrellas are your feet. and before you know it theyre hooking the corners of their brollies in your hair. wtf?!
#3. NO TIME FOR ONLINE TEEVEE, and EVERYTHING ELSE

promised myself to get a life after this week.

weekend whims

okay i know my hair seriously..

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for my own convenience;

gg

90210 (whatever sequence it should be)

mad men

grey's

oth

hill's

also, STUDY!!

(and sleep more, like kitty here)